I think one of my worst fears is isolation. That direct thought came to me after remembering a nightmare I had when I was little.
Recently, i watched a zombies movie (I think it was Demons II) and i had a nightmare that my parents and my whole family was converted, and as I lay in my bed half-sleep and half-awake, they approached me silently and slowly. That terrible moment of realisation that my own family was dead and will make sure I was one of them consumed me so hard that when I awoke, I had a hard time being near them
After that, I thought that what really terrified me was the thought of my family being dead and what will I do about the living corpses of my relatives trying to kill me. ¿Will I be capable of killing them before them kill me? And if I succeed, I will be left alone in a home, full of their corpses and knowing nothing of what happened outside. In addition, I don't know if you are aware of the Spain situation regarding fire weapons, but is completely illegal be in possesion of one. I think only cops or military are allowed to use them and also people with hunter's license. How I will be able to defend myself knowing that my most advance weapon that I can get a hold of would be a bread knife or a frying pan?
I think i can resume it in the feel of isolation an defenseless.
Isolation
- sunsetbrew
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Re: Isolation
I can totally relate to this.